Ministarstvo obrane

Tko je venuo za cijelim
nikada nije došao do sreće

Živjeti jutros: čekati priču
a samo rečenice držati za vlasi

Stvari su veće od naše mutne sreće
duže od privida vječne prisutnosti
jače od veze od svijesti do svijesti

Za razliku od lijeske
na platanu se ne može popeti:

ljuske se odvajaju i padaš
na prepukli asfalt pred ministarstvom

Parada tenkova
zapravo ničime ne mijenja prostor
a najmanje vrijeme

U cijevi je budućnost
i nekoliko prošlosti mesa –

pod čelikom čuči
povratak na početak
i kraj

Povijest se dijeli prolaskom brigada

od njihova marša
ne možemo preko

© Goran Čolakhodžić
Iz: Pred gradom su kosci
Zagreb: Hrvatsko društvo pisaca, 2018
Avdio produkcija: Croatian P.E.N. Centre

Ministry of Defence

Whoever yearned for wholeness

was never satisfied

 

To be alive this morning: to be waiting for a story

yet to grip mere sentences by the hair

 

Things are bigger than our vague happiness

more constant than the illusion of eternal presence

stronger than the links between this consciousness and the next

 

Unlike a hazel bush

you cannot climb a plane tree:

 

bark flakes off and you fall

down on the cracked asphalt in front of the Ministry

 

A parade of tanks in fact

does not change space in any way

still less time

 

In the barrel of the gun lies the future

and the manifold past of the flesh –

 

under the steel there lurks

a return to the beginning

and the end

 

History is divided by the passage of brigades

 

Because of their march we

cannot get across

Translation: Goran Čolakhodžić