Radmila Lazić (Радмила Лазић)

KRIVA SAM

jezik: srbščina

KRIVA SAM

Kada me pitaju: Tko je kriv?
Odgovaram: ja sam – Dubravka Ugrešić

Nisam se spalila,
Nisam gorela kao badnje drvce.
Nisam presvisla,
Nisam naprasno umrla,
Nisam obolela od neizlečive.
Nisam ubila Predsednika.
Nisam učinila ništa radikalno,
Ništa konačno,
Ništa za naslovnu stranu,
Ni za pamćenje pokolenjima.

Ne tapšu me po ramenu prijatelji,
Ne izražavaju sućut znani i neznani.
Niti me kite lovorom,
Niti me stavljaju na krst
Domaći-tuđi.

Na moju kuću nije pala bomba,
Niti se u nju uselio nepoznati.
Nisam pakovala-raspakivala kofere,
Nisam stajala u redu za vizu,
Ni dan-noć u podrumu.
Nisam bila u logoru ni u zbegu,
Nisam bežala glavom bez obzira –
Mimoišao me slučaj.

Nisam nišanila ni bila na nišanu,
Nisam oslobađala-osvajala gradove-sela.
Nisam bajala,
Nisam sejala pamet,
Nisam pisala patriotske,
Nisam rodila junaka.
Moj prilog istoriji – ništavan!

U svoju odbranu nemam šta da kažem.

Radmila Lazić

Радмила Лазић

Foto © Chris Agee

* 26.12.1949, Kruševac, Srbija
živi v: Belgrade, Srbija

Radmila Lazić, born in 1949 in Kruševac, lives in Belgrade (Serbia). She writes poetry, essays, short prose and journalistic texts. She has published sixteen volumes of poetry, two volumes of essays and one book of short prose. She is the editor of the first anthology of Serbian women's poetry and an anthology of Serbian urban poetry. She founded and edited the journal for women's literature and culture "ProFemina".

Radmila Lazić is a laureate of the highest Serbian poetry prizes. A volume of selected poems translated into English by Charles Simić was published in English under the title A Wake for the living. Her books have also been published in Germany, Norway, Northern Macedonia and Slovenia. She is co-author, along with Biljana Jovanović, Maruša Krese and Rada Iveković, of the anti-war correspondence Der Wind geht nach Süden und dreht nach Norden (Suhrkamp, 1993, and Radio B92, 1994). A feminist and anti-war activist, Lazić is a member of the Serbian PEN Centre.

Foto © Chris Agee

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