Meena Alexander

Dear Mr. Gandhi
It was cold the day the masjid
was torn down stone by stone,
colder still at the heart of Delhi

Ten years later entering Bengali market
I saw a street filled with bicycles
girls with rushing hair,  boys in bright caps
I heard a voice cry

Can you describe this?
It sounded like a voice 
from a city crusted with snow
to the far north of the Asian continent.

I saw him then, your grandson 
in a rusty three wheeler 
wrapped up in what wools he could muster.
Behind  him in red letters 

a sign: Dr. Gandhi’s Clinic.
So he said, embracing me, you’ve come back. 
Then pointing to the clinic --
Its not that I’m sick

that gentleman gets my mail and I his. 
That is why I am perched in this contraption. 
I cannot stay long, it is Id ul Fitr. 
I must greet friends in Old Delhi, wish them well.

Later he sought  me out in dreams.
in a high kitchen in sharp sunlight
dressed in a khadi kurta, baggy jeans.
He touched my throat in greeting.

Listen my sweet, for half of each year, 
after the carriage was set on fire 
after the Gujarat  killings,
I disappear into darkness..

In our country there are two million dead 
and more for whom no rites were said.
No land on earth can bear this.
Rivers are criss-crossed with blood.

All day I hear the scissor bird cry 
cut cut cut cut cut
It is the bird Kalidasa heard
as he stood singing of  buried love.

Now our boys and girls take 
flight on rusty bicycles.
Will we be cured? I cried
And he: We have no tryst with destiny.

My hands like yours are stained 
with the juice of the pomegrante.
Please don’t ask for my address. 
I am in and out of Bengali market.