残疾的女邻居

残疾的女邻居,跟我一块长大
我们是在花朵相仿的年月出生
当她又挪动椅子坐在门槛
我已一抬腿就能跨过篱笆

一早,她的眼睛里的那双翅膀
拖过地板,房间时就有太阳冷漠地歌唱
可我一抬腿就能跨过篱笆
心中铭记一句话:奔向远方

她是天生双脚残疾,还在萎缩
我们之间怎么能存在爱情
她还要长大,直到找到她的痛苦
而我一抬腿就能跨过篱笆

这是天生的,她还要去习惯永远
被粘住在地面,被一步步地吞噬
而我一旦抬腿跨过篱笆
兴许永远不再回来:消失在远方

© Lü De-an
Audio production: DJS Art Foundation

My Neighbor

She grew up with me, my next door neighbor
born in the season of flowers but
stricken with polio.
I walk and jump and run.
She shifts her walker along to reach the door,
while I cross the barrier with a simple lift of one leg.

The shadowy wings in her eyes scan the floor,
a sun in her room sings
but indifferently.  She sits low,
a fairy with withered legs
that keep shrinking as she grows

and grows into a woman, to find the pain
the moment I raise my legs
and walk away.

She'll get used to
being stuck to the ground forever,
restrained step by step
until the shadowy wings in her eyes take her
to where I run and disappear.

© Translated by Mindy Zhang and Neil Aitken