& The Tea Will Seem Golden

OH, Oh mama whare did you go
what did you do with your human cry
the wine you drank when I was 14-teen
you beat your head on the grownd
I stood near by watching this
its the tears I remember most
the yells forgotten, my age disappeared
I wanted you to stop, I even got mad at you
                                   for banging your self so
So I through you in bed but you kissed me good night
night has made lonely dances in your head
cigrette ashes dry up your tears
I’m older now I could put my arm around you if you were to
cry again So Ma cry like you used to
lets go thro that sadness again, more agoney Ma
& then we’ll have a long talk afterwards & the tea will seem golden
& we’ll pat bellies again & tickle each others feet –


1959 N.Y.C.

© Naropa University
From: Clean Asshole Poems & Smiling Vegetable Songs
San Francisco: City Lights Books, 1978
Audio production: (c) 1980 by Michael Köhler, S Press Tonbandverlag