Hugues C. Pernath

Tien gedichten van de eenzaamheid X - Ik treur niet, geen tederheid trekt mij aan

Language: dutch
Translations: english (I am not sad, no tenderness attracts me), french (Les dix poèmes de la solitude X - Je ne m’afflige point, nulle tendresse ne m’attire), spanish (No estoy triste), czech (Netruchlím, nevábí mĕ žádná nĕ), hungarian (Nem bánkódom, gyengédség nem vonz), swedish (Jag sörjer inte, ömhet tilltalar mig ej), slovenian (Deset pesmi samote X – Ne obžalujem, nobena nežnost me ne privlači), german (Zehn Gedichte der Einsamkeit X - Ich traure nicht, Zärtlichkeit reizt mich nicht)

Tien gedichten van de eenzaamheid X - Ik treur niet, geen tederheid trekt mij aan

Ik treur niet, geen tederheid trekt mij aan
Geen lichaam kan ooit het mijne voelen
Geen ander oor mijn verwarring, mijn onrust
In de sprakeloze plaag van de taal.
Dagelijks en dodelijker verkrampt mijn wereld
In de vreselijke vertakkingen van de pijn.
Ik heb het laatste boek gedragen, van rechts naar links
En met al mijn tekortkomingen veroordeel ik
Wie verbrandt en wie poogt door de leugen.

Want anders niets dan de nederigheid
Dan het voltrekken van de twijfel,
Want anders niets heeft ons bepaald.
Ik laat het licht de duisternis herhalen,
Herrijzen uit de roemloze rust van de rots
En terwijl het schrale water uit de wonden sijpelt
Beluistert de nakende nacht mijn schroevend hart.

Geen entstof heeft mij veranderd
Geen vrijgevig verleden mij bedwelmd. Geen smeulen.
Zoveel werd gescheiden, zoveel kwam terecht.
Ik bemin, ik schrijf en onderga de vriendschap
Maar als een metselaar, vrij en ommuurd
Voltooi ik de tempel waarvan de laatste hoeksteen
Mijn einde zal betekenen. En met datzelfde woord
Al mijn liefde verwoordend, leef ik verder
In de gesel van die zonnetekens waartoe ik behoor.

From: Gedichten
Tielt/Amsterdam: Atlas, 2004
Audio production: VRT - Flemish Radio- and Television Network (www.vrt.be)

Hugues C. Pernath

* 15.08.1931, Borgerhout, Antwerp, Belgium
† 04.06.1975, Borgerhout , Antwerp, Belgium
Hugues C. Pernath is the attractive literary pseudonym of Hugo Wouters, who was born in the suburbs of Antwerp.

At the age of sixteen he volunteered for the Belgian army in order to escape the friction between his parents, who were in the process of divorcing. At the beginning of the 1950s his first poems were published in the avant-garde magazine Het Cahier. From 1955 on, with Paul Snoek and Gust Gils, he became the driving force behind the magazine gard-sivik and a pivotal figure in the second experimental generation in Flanders. In 1957, when Paul Snoek for called up for military service in the Belgian army, he and the professional soldier Hugues Pernath wrote each other poetic letters. A selection appeared as Soldatenbrieven in 1961. Their work had thematic affinities, but their approach to poetry was totally different. Pernath favoured autonomous literature, Snoek a romantic-expressive style.

1963 saw the appearance of Pernath’s collection Instrumentarium voor een winter Tool Kit for a Winter), in which through idiosyncratic selection, combination and elimination of words he adapts the syntax of Dutch to his unbridled need to explain his own existence. This he experiences as torn apart and he assembles the irreconcilable oppositions in a poetry that reflects this state of mind.

In his second collection, Mijn gegeven woord (My Given Word, 1966), Pernath gives a poetic and pessimistic report on his loves and friendships, disappointments and antagonisms, hope and despair. Feelings of fear and inferiority alternate with guilt and irritation at the loss of a lover and the disloyalty of friends.

In the early 1960s Pernath also began making translations and adaptations of dramatic texts (Tartuffe, King Lear, The Hostage, etc.) in collaboration with directors. In 1967 he went on a three-month directing course at the Film and Theatre School in Łodz in Poland, where met such directors as Wajda and Skolimowski. At the end of that year he appeared stark naked in Masscheroen by his friend Hugo Claus, which resulted in the latter’s conviction on a charge of indecency.

Between 1966 and 1970 Pernath wrote Vijftig index-gedichten (Fifty Index Poems), many of which were protests designed to be read at poetry events in Amsterdam, Brussels and Antwerp. These occasional poems show the poet’s intense involvement in social developments.

In 1970 Pernath married Myra, from an Australian Jewish background. He dedicated his Exodus cycle to her: in it memories of his visit to Auschwitz merge with painful childhood memories, a tormenting sense of loneliness, and a heightened sense of mortality. The cycles De acht hoofdzonden (The Eight Cardinal Sins) and De tien gedichten van de eenzaamheid (The Ten Poems of Solitude) present the poet’s disillusion, alienation and isolation in strongly physical imagery rooted in philosophy. They also contain sublime love poetry.

The collection Mijn tegenstem (My Counter-Voice, 1973) contains work written in the period 1966-1973.

In 1973 Pernath joined the exclusive society of Pink Poets, a group of 13 poets, artists and intellectuals united in their opposition to the dumbing down of culture, in their fostering of a dandified, romantic-decadent attitude to life and in the creation of sophisticated, word-based and mannerist poetry. Pernath had just been elected as the society’s first president, when on 4 June 1975 he died suddenly at the age of only forty-three. In the years following his death Pernath acquired the image of a writer of genuine poetry, in which what is at stake is no more or less than the authenticity of his own experience of existence. This made a great impression on the generation of poets that succeeded him: Leonard Nolens, Roger de Neef, Dirk van Bastelaere, Peter Verhelst and others. In 2005 a reading edition of the complete poetic works of Hugues C. Pernath, based on scholarly research, was published.

Joris Gerits
Publications

  • Het uur Marat

    Antwerpen: Ontwikkeling, 1958

  • De adem ik

    Antwerpen: Ontwikkeling, 1960

  • Het masker man

    Amsterdam: De Bezige Bij, 1960

  • Soldatenbrieven

    Amsterdam: De Bezige Bij, 1961

  • Hedendaags

    Wetteren: Galerij Drieghe, 1963

  • Instrumentarium voor een winter

    Amsterdam: De Bezige Bij, 1963

  • Mijn gegeven woord

    Amsterdam: De Bezige Bij, 1966

  • De acht hoofdzonden

    Antwerpen: Privé-uitgave, 1970

  • Exodus

    Antwerpen: Privé-uitgave, 1970

  • Mijn tegenstem

    Antwerpen: Pink Editions & Productions, 1973

  • Nagelaten gedichten

    Antwerpen: Pink Editions & Productions, 1976

  • Verzameld werk

    Antwerpen: Pink Editions & Productions, 1980

  • Gedichten

    Tielt/Amsterdam: Lannoo/Atlas, 2005

Awards

  • 1961 Ark Preis

  • 1968 Knokke-Heist Preis für Poesie

  • 1974 Jan Campert Preis

  • 1977 Belgischer Staatspreis für Poesie

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